puzzled

so weird. can't get used to this place again. it feels like i've left a huge part of myself overseas... Warsaw seems so tiny! and i won't even dare to mention my lovely hometown.

i miss that city which is hundreds times as big as this one. i miss the place which is so vibrant with life all the time. where people are much more open minded and spontaneous. where the weather goes crazy everyday but still it's warmer than here. where you can cross the road like a fool and u won't get fined. where u can drink your beer or whatever in any place outside u want. where u can smile to a stranger in the tube and no one thinks u r insane.

sure i complained there, all the time! especially about riding by the left side of the road, about an awful bread or no possibility to buy an alcohol after 11pm. about the crowds of annoying tourists, about such a long time wasted to get anywhere further than the town centre, about the rain and the prices.

now i can see it was just nothing. but being there, i thought i could never stay longer in London. i thought i miss my country so badly. can't belive how wrong i was! actually, there were 'only' some people i missed. i wish i could bring them there..! but obviously u can't get everything u want.

i started to feel like those two months which passed so quickly were only kind of a dream or something. i can't imagine the upcoming academic year and i try to beat the impression that i should be somewhere else right now...